On my brightest night

I don’t know why or how…
But the beauty of the earth fulfills the depths of my soul.
I close my eyes…
I dream…

The waves of the sea crashing to the shore,
feels like i am a deaf woman listening to the only sound that calms
Then I feel no longer deaf.
That breeze passing on my skin and sun shining right on my face,
Feels like a warm hug from my father whom I knew by faith
The sound of the birds chirping
Feels like they are singing a lullaby
telling me I got nothing to worry.
Then I will no longer worry.

The sunset from horizon where the heaven touches the earth.
It tells me…
Ive shown you the light through out the day
Now that it will be dark…
You might not see everything clearly,
You might be scared for a while
But when the light is out
And you look up…
You will see that I left you with the best shining stars.
So on your darkest night you learn to appreciate them.
You learn to value and trust them.

Do not overlook darkness, because that’s when it highlights the important things and people in your life.

I choose to be HAPPY

Sometimes people live with HATE throughout their lives. They choose the misery of waking up with a burden in their hearts. They don’t LISTEN because all they hear is their own voices. They make things COMPLICATED by over-thinking and letting the situation get over their head. They would rather mock, persecute or fight than try to fix things out or talk it over. They get FRUSTRATED when they can’t get what they want or hear what they wanna hear. They get frustrated when they can’t CONTROL the situation.
Sounds like a very stressful life, right?

All the things we have right now are temporary,
even the life we have is temporary. Why not make the most out of it and live stress-free? If you will put effort into things, why not put effort into eternity.?

I think life is very simple,
Forgive, forget, live freely and love the life youv’e been given.

It’s just a choice we got to make. It’s a choice we gotta live by.

HAPPY is the one who choose happiness.

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Curiosity…killed the cat

Why do we let people hurt us?

I guess its already part of human nature to be curious about something we know will be dangerous for us. Or will eventually hurt us. Like kids, when a mother try to lecture their kids not to touch a hot object because itll burn them. But instead out of curiosity or because the mom mentioned it the kid will touch it eitherways to see whats gonna happen!  Were born like that, curiousity is what makes us humans. We like discovering things and seeing things on our own.
But the more we fail or were being let down, the more we push ourselves into it.
Were curious with the outside world, were curious about what’s gonna happen if we do this and that. We push ourselves because as they say ‘try and try until you get it’
Id have to agree with this quote at some point, but let’s not ‘try and try until we lose ourselves.’

RELATIONSHIP CURIOSITY… KILLED ME

Its the same with entering a relationship with someone you’re interested at. Even if it tells you to distant yourself from it, or its for no good. You still push yourself through it in the hopes of changing that person or the relationship for the better good. To try and see if things will workout well, or you badly want it because deep down you feel it’s quite hard or impossible to get.
Next thing you know you already catch yourself falling from your own trap. Sometimes we get curious of the future until it swallow our energy and eventually lose the idea of reality.

Its OK to be curious, be positive, and to try. But please,
Spare yourself for something better, save yourself some respect.

Unless you are with Someone who will motivates you or gives you the light ahead of you.. Someone who will make you their priority. Not just a detour or a stop over. Do not sell yourself short. Do not sacrifice your own happiness for something others won’t appreciate. Sometimes all you have to do is forget how you feel and remember what you deserve.
You should set the standard on how you should be treated, if you demand for respect, it should be given.

CURIOUS? no problem, go ahead and find out.

We’re together, maybe

Why do we settle for a complicated-unlabeled relationship?
Sometimes its because its a gateway for one to continue doing bad(or being careless)
to the partner without having to worry about
her feelings to your actions.
example, If Your ‘complicated partner’ was hitting on the
girl on the next table, you guys are not really in a relationship.
So there’s nothing you can do but to act that you are okay with it!
You are free to come and go as you wish for as long as you still want the presence of that
person.
Its gives you options to choose
which one you would actually wanna be in a serious relationship with on the later part.
And other times it’s because of the fear of experiencing the above mentioned. Fear of commitments due to a bad
past relationship, Fear of getting too serious, fear of drama and fear of falling in love.
We settle in this kind of relationship because, It can be fun and it is ‘acceptable’
by the society but it is all LIES.

We confuse ourselves with the meaning of being in love,
with just being cool and in control.
We stop ourselves to fully enjoy the freedom that life and love has to offer.
Now, we all know that ‘we deserve something better than that.’
We all deserve to be treated with respect.
And respect is not all about being kind with words, being escorted to and from your house on a date,
or not showing that they are actually flirting with
someone else.
Respect is what you get if someone genuinely cares for you and your feelings as a person.

Why should we not settle for a label-free relationship?
It never works!
It’s living in a LIE!
It’s all about mind games!
Who gives in first,loses. Well, not exactly losing but at least you are free from the questions
that you have been wanting to ask.
Courage and Truth.
If you’re lucky enough both are scared of rejection.
regardless, you don’t deserve to live in the misery of a hang-up relationship.

Signs: Seeing Clearly

Many of us live in confusion everyday of our lives. We encounter a lot of things that needs a very important decision. During those times that we seek for God’s advice and answers. We ask for signs. Often do we really listen to the answers and follow God’s way. I have asked God so many times for an answer to a question I’ve been asking. I must admit, I received the same signs over and over. It was really consistent, i knew what God wanted for me. BUT I refused to listen and follow despite asking for HIS help. Because my selfish mind is not ready for the truth and i had fears of leaving my comfort zone. Until i finally got fed up, took the risk and eventually follow what God really wanted me to do.

When I left my old painful relationship. It was hard and depressing at first, but after looking at the bright side of it, I realized that my life was so much better without holding on to a relationship that I thought would be a happy ending. Few months after,I have never seen myself so happy. I have become positive about life and realized that it is only God, the father knows whats best.

So now, every time i ask intensely for God’s wisdom and asked for signs. I listen attentively. And do everything in God’s way. Because with God in your every day decisions, you can never go wrong.

Short version:
Most of the time we ask for God’s sign before we make a big decision in life. We stubborn humans tend to convince ourselves with a reality that ‘WE’ want for ourselves. We don’t like stepping out of our comfort zones. We forget to listen attentively to God’s answers and plans for us.

John 14:1 ”Don’t let your hearts be troubled, Trust in God” BELIEVE that God’s plan is bigger than yours.